30Xi - HAPPY (122 Days REMIX) [prod. Budd Dwyer] - Video

STREAM “SAY10IST” • https://unitedmasters.com/m/say10ist

PRODUCED BY: Budd Dywer

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• LYRICS •

[VERSE]
nobody can say that they made me happy, jack
look at these cataracts
eat these pills like fanum tax
i got my anger back
swayin’ side to side, in fact
i can’t relate to rap
rappers ain’t insane like that
(nah, NAH!)

[CHORUS]
every days the same
i can’t change
nothin’ bout my ways
i hate my own face
hate this place
i will dig my grave
happy, won’t complain
hide my shame
then throw me away
posted with the blade
skin get shaved
i got songs to make

[VERSE]
on my face is the mark of the beast
look in my eyes, see the look of defeat
nobody ever did nothing for me
what i mean is they don’t patch me up when i bleed
i’ll die a martyr alone in the streets
light up the candles and put on the tees
not doing features for minimal fees
i want it all i want all a’ the cheese
really, oh really, can’t wait till we meet
i got a feeling you’ll hide when i creep
heard from a birdie you pussy it seems
anger & sadness, for that i’m a fein
don’t wanna talk if you ain’t on the team
i make you walk when you see this lil beam
thought it was Christmas i’m lit like the tree
King Nothing is dying & finally free

[VERSE]
i can feel the madness enter in my cerebellum
i tell ‘em
ridin’ round with Dirty that’s my felon
he sellin’
anything you need we got the p’s of weed in barrels
30 such a Pharaoh
YEAH BITCH!
i can’t wait to see my angels bring me up to heaven
confess it
30 such a burden his whole life is fuckin’ reckless
come test this, come touch me
succubus gon’ fuck me
die at 27 if i’m lucky

[VERSE]
all my life i put other people above my own regards
i can’t complain about the hand i’m dealt when i drew the cards
i’ma be gone for a while but i ain’t goin’ far
how you expect me to run away when i ain’t got a car?
(hahah)
i don’t know why they put so much faith in me, i raise the bar
i’ma feel lovely on that special day you rip me apart
comfy in loneliness, what can i say? i’m bout to paint my arms
runnin’ & runnin’ & runnin’ but you can’t delay the dark
hurt me & watch me immortalize you, i don’t play with art
i got my problems, my honest aura prolly piss you off
i know that i have became a problem, don’t know how to stop
live in denial, i’ll fake a smile till my body drops
(i don’t wanna talk)
(i fucking hate all of you, sincerely)

[VERSE]
nobody can say that they made me happy, jack (nah!)
look at these cataracts
eat these pills like fanum tax (yeah! yeah!)
i got my anger back
swayin’ side to side, in fact (in fact!)
i can’t relate to rap
rappers ain’t insane like that (you pussy)

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